domingo, 5 de agosto de 2012


To hell, to hell with balance! I break glasses; I want to burn, even if I break myself. I want to live only for ecstasy. Nothing else affects me. Small doses, moderate loves, all half-shades, leave me cold. I like extravagance, heat. Letters which give the postman a stiff back to carry, books which overflow from their covers, sexuality which bursts the thermometer! 

 I’m neurotic, perverted, destructive, fiery, dangerous - lava, inflammable, unrestrained.

viernes, 6 de julio de 2012

Ups Downs

You won’t stay all night?

The muted, inarticulate despair these few words contained.
The unheard, unnoticed, unregistered cry of loneliness which arises from human beings.
And not a loneliness which could be appeased with one night, 
or with a thousand nights, or with a lifetime, or with a marriage.
A loneliness that human beings could not fill. For it came from her separation from human beings. She felt her separation from human beings and believed the lover alone could destroy it.

When all is right between us, I can bear my life.


Everything is just ending. I just feel like everything is going to be over and it's just like I'm standing on this cliff, looking out into this huge, foggy abyss and, in my whole life, there's never been an abyss. It's been abyss-less. I've always known exactly what is in front of me and I've always known exactly where I'm going and now I don't know what's out there. Besides  fog. I hate not knowing.

What is going to happen with the rest of my life?

miércoles, 27 de junio de 2012


So, I'll come see you not long after you're there,and I hope you know that I won't care who you're with or what you've done because when I'm there I'll be the one and only, and so will you when you come back here.  I'll still be me and you'll still be you. Me and you. I love you.

viernes, 13 de abril de 2012

Corazones que dejan de latir por lo mundano y empiezan,
 en algún lugar, a latir por lo divino.

miércoles, 4 de abril de 2012

viernes, 23 de marzo de 2012


If only I could visit you as a foreigner goes into a new country, 
learn the language of you, 
wander past all borders into every private and secret place, 
I would stay forever.
I would become your citizen.

viernes, 2 de marzo de 2012

Dark Passenger

I lack confidence, I crave admiration insatiably. 
I live on the reflections of myself in the eyes of others.
I do not dare to be myself.
I will always be the virgin-prostitute, the perverse angel, the two-faced sinister and saintly woman. 

The ocean keeps falling into itself, gathering itself up, and falling into itself again

domingo, 22 de enero de 2012

Kiss the girl

Nuestro amor durará siempre, es para siempre. 
Pero no funciona.
Por eso siempre será romántico, porqué es un amor inalcanzable.

viernes, 20 de enero de 2012


Verás, de repente me dí cuenta de que ya tenía todo lo que quería, 
pero nada de lo que necesitaba. 
Y creo que lo que necesito está aquí.
La verdad es que no tengo nada planeado y esto es algo nuevo para mí. 
Así que tengo que hacerte una propuesta: 
Te propongo que no hagamos planes. 
Te propongo que nos demos una oportunidad y dejemos que evolucione por sí solo. 
Bueno, ¿Qué me dices?    

¿Quieres no hacer planes conmigo?

jueves, 19 de enero de 2012

lunes, 9 de enero de 2012

My Ally Song

Smile, without a reason why
Love, as if you were a child
Smile, no matter what they tell you
Don’t listen to a word they say
'Cause life is beautiful that way
Tears, a tidal-wave of tears
Light that slowly disappears
Wait, before you close the curtain
There’s still another game to play
And life is beautiful that way
Here, in his eyes forever more
I will always be as close as you remember from before.
Now, that you're out there on your own
Remember, what is real and what we dream is love alone.
Keep the laughter in your eyes
Soon, your long awaited prize
Well forget about our sorrow
And think about a brighter day
'Cause life is beautiful that way